Strangers, again

This is an awesome video showing stages that every couples would go through.

Treasure the one you LOVE before it's too late or ended up at stages 7 and become strangers again.
Life is too shorts to have regrets. So true....

The best thing to do in a relationship like this is take a break. Take a break from each other will show your eyes that you miss the person so dearly. That loneliness will either do two things, want her back, or you will try and fill the void with either friends, family, or another girlfriend. Once you lose that person, if you really truly are meant to be, you will fight to rekindle that relationship with everything you have.

I'd gone thru all the stages but not meeting up stage 7 yet ofcuz.
And i'll treasure the one i LOVE and make sure we wont be meeting up stage 7.
*cross my fingers hard* god bless me.
I'm very very tired and stress of all this. can someone help me up?can you hear me?!
Can't be regret anymore with any decision that made.

BIG SIGHHHH

Take Time To Realise

I seriously have to sit down and think of what am i doing actually. Doing all this where you won't get any benefits... Sigh. Am i being too sensitive? thinking too much?

Why is that so hard for me to trust someone?
Because I got hurt very deep by someone before this?! Nah!!!

I really don't know how and who can i talk to? I need to talk to someone where he/she can convince me. Telling me that i'm wrong! STOP it! and STOP being so stubborn! :(
I know i'm bad for doing all this.sorry for not trusting you.. :(

Should realx myself and i need to pay a visit to books store and get a book to read where i hope it can help me a lil bit :]

The "3 Minute Jealous Thought Stopper." found it from google! it helps---

You'll want to use this when your jealous thoughts are creeping in and running your life--and you feel out of control.

Remember, jealous thoughts are a habit and they can be changed.

Here's how to do the "3 Minute Jealous Thought Stopper"...


1st-- SIT-- Sit in a quiet place. (The bathroom will do).

2. SETTLE-- Close your eyes, take a few deep breaths, bringing your breath into your feet so that you feel grounded and connected to the earth. Feel yourself slowing down and your breathing deepen. (Maybe 30 seconds)

3. AWARENESS-- Come into awareness of your jealous thoughts in this moment. (What exactly are you thinking? You might even want to ask yourself... "I'm thinking that_______)." And then fill in the blank with what you're thinking. No judging!

4. ASK-- Ask yourself if you know your jealous thoughts to be true--absolutely true. What evidence do you have to support these thoughts? Whether you think your thoughts are true or not true, bring your attention to your heart or gut area and
feel the sensations in your body. (What are you feeling in your body? Is there tightness, a big knot, emptiness, heaviness?)

5. ALLOW-- Allow your sensations to be there without judging them and breathe into that area of the body. (If you feel heavy in your heart area, breathe into that heaviness until the sensation softens. If you feel a "knot" in your gut area, breathe into that knot until it starts to loosen.)

6. REPLACE-- Replace the jealous "movie" running in your head to one that is more in alignment with what you want in your life--because the reality is that both outcomes are possible.


Plsss. i dont want to be like this anymore. :( it's pain.

Chill.I know tomorrow will be better!

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Mazda Rx8 Advertisement. This is a car advertisement done by me, the boyf and a bunch of friend's of mine. It's for my college's assignments and we uploaded it to facebook to see who get the most 'LIKE' Mwahahahahaha...

LOOK! It's ME & Dyan in the video. It's not an easy job during the video recoding. We just need a 30seconds Ads but end up using 2hours plus on recording. PHEWwww~~!! Credits to MY LOVE one Edmund Lai for accompanying me all the way to Rawang for the recod session, Mei - Evan Lai for helping me to get a guy actor - Dyan, Thanks as well. And not to forget my buddy, Chow Yi Peng for giving me idea, lend me her brother's Rx8 and also helping me in recording. She is damn expert. Lastly, most thankful to her bf Kenny Loke for helping me in editing the video. Million thanks to the all of you.

Don't get me wrong, this is not a solo work but a GROUP work. But my so call team work became solo work because the others 2 members of my group are bitch enough to ffk me on the shooting day.wtf wtf!!

I'm angry enough when they never even lend me a hand in getting idea,cars actor, actress and now they still dare to ffk me on that day! Guess what? I'm a soft hearted person. I did not kick them out of my team yet they did not do any work out of it. FARK man! Everyone said i'm STUPID enough.

I said:Nvm,nextime i wouldn't be so stupid... and guess what? I just gives a small request on asking them to give some allowance to the actor and my friends for helping me,and they say this to me..... : Is itbecause you think that we never do any work?We now do the report not easy as well. WTF man! Straight away i tell her if she don't wanna pay, I WILL PAY and do the report by myself! Just a report, What so hard?? I can do it well! DAMN it!! I wouldn't be so stupid anymore, I SWEAR! HmmmPHHhhh!!!

Everyone would wish to go BACK TO DECEMBER

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
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家家有本难念的经，是真的!
最近发生了好多的事情，再一夜之间所有的东西旋转了360度。
别说‘她’接受不了，就连我们都无话可说。忙也帮不上!
问问看有哪个人可以接受到一个睡在他身边30几年的人突然失终?
嗨!总之就很难搞!
God bless us pls. *cross my fingers*
I just hope everything to be fine in very soon.
Wish that she can stand up quickly
Cheer.
And we'll back to lastime. I need freedom~!

Feelings of me! Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

Feelings

How many of you really understand the feeling of Heart Broken?

And how many of you really gone through the same situation??

Seeing or hearing something that kills you inside , and it's hard to act like you don't care...

anyone disagree with this Quote??

Sorry to myself for being Emo again..

Am I too sensitive or others are just too kind to handle things easily??

YES.. it's time to change..!

people always looking at the BRIGHT sight and I'm sure i can do it as well... ;)

I'm FRAGILE and pls handle it with CARE...

Different people own different attitude and at the same time they are using different way to handle the same thing... respect my own decision...

We wont know what will happens tomorrow

BE STRONG!

LA Comedie Humanie

peeps....Finally, we've watch the movie that we 'craving' for..

Watched it on wednesday with my lovely hubby =]

we laughed all the way untill the end of the show because of Chapman To & Wong Cho Lam...

it's so worthy that we actually pay Rm7/person for this movie...teehee...

More worthy if we watch it at Ipoh cause it's only Rm6/person...LOL....

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sigh...I am having a very bad temper in this few days and makes me and my darling feels suffer...

I don't know what's wrong with me.I got nothing to worry about, and nothing is bothering me and yet i behave this way... I know i m behaving like a BIATCH!!!Even myself also couldn't stands it and how m i going to expect others to accept it m i right?! hmmm...

I hope it's because of the aunty visit and makes me behave this way (i know this is BULLSHIT)...

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I'm SORRY darling... i really mean it... Muacks.and i Love You xoxo

There's always some words we can't express!

A Bad Saturday I ever had

sh*ts movie lar =]

It suppose to be a wonderfull Saturday on 27th July 2010 but it turns to a very very bad nightmare...

Where should I start from?

haihh... First we planned to go Melaka on that Saturday just simply because we miss the food at Melaka and wants to have a night walk at Jonker Street....

I suppose to have teaching class on Saturday but i cancelled it so that the plan can goes well....

Who knows, on that night we received a very bad news and our Melaka plan went down the 'drain' =[ ... i m so so so so so desperate to go and now they just cancel it like no one's business... hmm... NEVERMIND lo...!

Since we cant go Melaka, then my darl say we'll go shopping tmr... (yay! he gotta buy me shirt cause i had improvement in previous sem's result)...

WHO KNOWS....Even the shopping plan also being CANCEL and due to some SHITS again...

After eating our brunch on Saturday morning, we start our mission of 'tracking someone'....

Sigh...And for certain reason, we drive from KL to Seremban and from Seremban back to KL (never even stay a minute at Seremban)...wasted the total of RM14.40 and a tank of petrol i think...

OK everythings was fine after we're back and need some relax time then.

Booked the ticket of 'The Fantastic Water Babes' cause 'La Comedie Humanie' sold out =[

walao... 'The Fantastic Water Babes' damn FANTASTIC lor...

sigh sigh sigh.... whats wrong with the day lar... i Really don't know what should I say...

Camwhore Camwhore

me likey this... (=

Imma is boring staying home alone and here comes something up my mind... camwhore camwhore!!

here comes up with loads n loads of pic's that i took...

this is what i will do when i really got nothing better to do...teehee...

Crazy Fella ain't me?? LOL

21 June 2010 a bad Monday

this is one night where both us can never forget... =(

something bad happen on that night and we actually solved it..
i m great to have you along with me.. solving all the problems with me... makes things clear when i got it all wrong...

i m sorry for what had happen that night but i m sure that it will never spoil the happiness btw us but make our relationship stronger and closer...

You told me you will always there for me no matter what and I know *you* are always there for me... Same goes to you~i will always be thr for you baby!
You are always the one i most cherish and love... (=

Emo Emo Emo !!!

Din't know since when since what time since what day what year, slowly... there comes the emo attitude on me...
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whenever i see something that i don't expect, knowing something that i don't wanna know, then i will become very very emo...
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hmmm...i don't want to share all this with others because there is no one that i can trust...
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urghhh... too many things happens on me but i m carrying all this burden alone...!!