Emo-ing

Never be in a good mood at all recently. Too much changes in a blink of an eye. How could you expect me to adapt with it in this little time?
I do have my own burden and problem to solve. Yet I never complain of being tired but why still I couldn't reach the expectation of yours? Am I too useless or your expectation is just too high?!
I couldn't be as perfect as others, but I'm also not as useless as others.
Never you realize that people would hope for complements even it's just a very simple sign of appreciation?
God, please lead me to the right path so that I could escape all this bad times. 😔

Future Plan

What's future plan?? To plan for your future? Do you think it really works if we plan for our future from now?
Work hard for savings.. Invest invest and invest.. What else? Trying all ways to earn more just for a better future?
Hmm I'm confused.

I hope everything that I'm going through now is worthy and hoping that it will definitely lead us for a better FUTURE. I can't wait till the day when I'm a OL. Undergo all the stress, I hope I can get through the hard times..
BECAUSE I WANT A BETTER FUTURE!
I don't demand to stay in a big bungalow, own Branded cars, bags or more. I just want a relaxing life with less burden. (: god bless :3

Random Thoughts

I'm someone who always look forward my future.

Feeling curious on how would I be by that time? Having what kind of family, living life and kids?? Am I weird? Nah, I'm just someone different. I want my future to be GOOD, or even PERFECT!

I'm jobless right now. Staying at home everyday like a fool drive me insane.
Think too much when I'm too bored.

And many thoughts came to my mind. I'm someone who has more negative thinking than positive. I cared too much as always because I just want it to be perfect. But things always doesn't go the way I want or expect. I just don't know why. It's true that people are not necessarily obey your rules.
Everyone has their own life, own memories includes your closest PARTNER. So why do I need to bother more? I shall live my own life happily too..
I must live life with no regrets as I had wasted much time in something.

Sooner, I will be stepping into working life. I know it might be tough for me as there won't be anyone for me to rely on. Things by then will have a 360degree of changes. It would be a very tough time for me to adapt. I promise that I will do my best in whatever job I take in future!

And I've learned something today. Treating someone good doesn't mean that they would necessarily accept your good. Stop being a fool AMELY!
I shall wake up and accept what's right in front of me now. Stand up quick whenever I falls again, that should be me!
Thanks to people who makes me grow! In stronger than you thought!

Yeahuuuu ~!

Darling bought this manicure voucher for me!
I saw this promotion on MyDEAL.com. it's only RM19.90, and it's located at Kuchai Lama.haha so near!!
So so so worthy! And I'm gonna use it on my birthday... teehee...

have a nice day peeps!



Closed Deal!

A photo taken by myself this morning when i was waiting for the bf to pass the money to the owner @ Kelana Jaya! :)

HipHip Hooray!!
Guess what?! Mr.Lai closed deal again! hehehe CONGRATZ CONGRATZ!
And this time he doesn't need to co-broke with anyone as the tenant and owner come from his own list!
I'm so proud of you babehh! Keep it up with your good work! :)

Can't wait for tomorrow as we will be going to Sri Petaling to have Japanese Meal!(with his fellow colleagues again:) )
Sashimi! Imma Sashimi LOVER!! :)
Yeahuuu!!! Gonna skip lucnh for good food during dinner :)
RM40 per person,worth trying if you're a Sashimi Lover.
Wait for my post after the dinner! :)

p/s:i should be darn stress now due to the exam on coming SUNDAY. -.-'''

Monday Blueee

People always says MONDAY BLUE because Monday is a day after Sunday. haha
Need to get ur ass back to work/studies is so suffer to everyone. right?!
Haihh. thats y i really superb monday blue today.
first i have class early in the morning and secondly, My Darling leaving to Ipoh without me following ;(( hmm... 5days lerhh...
I know I'll suffer for this.but what to do??! nvm take this as a chance for us to MISS each other more.teeheee...
You say larh.How Blue is My Monday??haihh..
not only this! Some conflict happen between few of my Eleven friends and I went with the few of them to see if the problem can be solve.
Sigh.and then I am so helpless and speechless and heartbroken after hearing a words from my most trusted buddy.
I really felt disapointed and it nearly tear me out when i heard that.
An 8Years of friendship is really hard to find and it is really precious to me.
I really hope it was just a missunderstand or whatsoever ;((


p/s:Mr.Lai ar.Pls come back asap as i need ur comfort badly now ;((

Very First Credit Card

my credit card erh ;))

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woohoooo.. got this credit card for almost a months time and now only i have the time to update it.

teehee.. it's actually a substitute card from my lovely Darling ;)

He has the same one as mine

thank you bao bao.

LOVE you x.o.x.o

Time Flies

Time really flies. ;(
Sooner my babyboy going to change his job to real estate.
Probably right after CNY or right before CNY.
I hope time will only stop here n forever as i know by the time he change his job, we wouldn't be like this anymore.
Almost spending all the time together. Whatever thing i do will definately have you beside me.
Thing will change and the time we spend together will totally cut down.
I know this will happen even i don't wanna accept it. But i have to ;(
Never tell this to you not because i wanted to keep anything from you but just because I don't want to burden you more. ;(

Hmmm... Hope you can be very success in this carrier..

All the Best to you Darl..

One more month

our pretty keychain.. xoxo

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looking forward to next month 26th.. the 2Year Anniversary.

Hope everything goes well as we plan ;))

and by then, i will post out all the photo we took and some thought to be share.

LOVE xoxo.

twodaybeforehalloween

I thought i can celebrate Halloween with my love one on this day.
Too bad because his friend's baby girl is celebrating full moon on this Saturday.
And it crashed at the same day as Halloween =(
Aww,i am so desperately to celebrate Halloween this year and after a call this afternoon it ruined all my plans..
i am so down untill hard to express my feeling..
not only that but i still have to act like i don't care at all.. haizz..
I do remind you few day before saying that i wanted to celebrate Halloween lor... hmmmm

again n again

Bad things happens again... Again, I LOSE... Still, I DON'T get things i want...
Sighhhh... I'm tired of arguing. Really!
When things doesn't happens on you, you will never know how it feels...
So when that things happens on you.I am sure you will feel as bad as ME right now... ;(
When something that you really wants to do desperately.Even it is not right also you wouldn't think it is WRONG.. just because you wants to do it.! don't you?
I just wants to solve things under good conversation and not using a loud voice and see who's the winner in the end...
But after all this, i would never ever VOICE OUT again.. I swear upon god!
No one will know what i'm thinking in this and the coming moments!
I learnt from the lessons..!
I don't know when will I giving up, but definately happens if there's a nextime.
Giving up doesn't mean i NEVER TRY.
BUT giving up because I HAD DID MY VERY BEST and still i FAILED ;((

Its 11th of August

awww ... =(

Two more weeks to my Birthday party and yet i do nothing here...
should have well prepared of everything but i really got no idea of any preparation...

what i wish and need to is :

1. straighten my long hair

2. colour my hair (my hair colour really looks uneven)

3. buy new dress to wear it on the party

4. remind my friends to come

5. get the amount of friends who coming

and and and.. what else huh??

anyway i know someone when lend me a hand in all this =)

taa...da..... MY LOVE one~!

he will help me in whatever thing that i couldn't handleit myself or alone...

a big big hugs to *him*

teeheee...

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