Annoying!

I really don't know how to express my feeling anymore..

The same thing go on for almost a month, yet,not much changes on it! WTF!
Where is my time for me to spend with my LOVE one?? WHERE?
You want us to be considerate then why cant u be considerate as well??
I really don't know how long we can stands! I really feel like shouting out LOUD as i can!
Urghhh!

You know what? people will feel comfortable for coming home after work, but guess what?
My darl would rather staying out as late as possible because he feels more stress staying at home!He napping in the room then you ask him to go out and says u have things to talk to him,WTF! So this and he rather go back to the office than staying at home!

Have u ever think before?! Think of my feeling?! Our feeling??!
Because of you and the time for us to spend together getting less, and yet u r giving out trouble untill people don't wish to come home. Haix.
You are just trying to snatch him away from me!
Damn it!

You will only want people to understand you and never want to understand people!
FML! You make my life sucks!!!

Strangers, again

This is an awesome video showing stages that every couples would go through.

Treasure the one you LOVE before it's too late or ended up at stages 7 and become strangers again.
Life is too shorts to have regrets. So true....

The best thing to do in a relationship like this is take a break. Take a break from each other will show your eyes that you miss the person so dearly. That loneliness will either do two things, want her back, or you will try and fill the void with either friends, family, or another girlfriend. Once you lose that person, if you really truly are meant to be, you will fight to rekindle that relationship with everything you have.

I'd gone thru all the stages but not meeting up stage 7 yet ofcuz.
And i'll treasure the one i LOVE and make sure we wont be meeting up stage 7.
*cross my fingers hard* god bless me.
I'm very very tired and stress of all this. can someone help me up?can you hear me?!
Can't be regret anymore with any decision that made.

BIG SIGHHHH

Take Time To Realise

I seriously have to sit down and think of what am i doing actually. Doing all this where you won't get any benefits... Sigh. Am i being too sensitive? thinking too much?

Why is that so hard for me to trust someone?
Because I got hurt very deep by someone before this?! Nah!!!

I really don't know how and who can i talk to? I need to talk to someone where he/she can convince me. Telling me that i'm wrong! STOP it! and STOP being so stubborn! :(
I know i'm bad for doing all this.sorry for not trusting you.. :(

Should realx myself and i need to pay a visit to books store and get a book to read where i hope it can help me a lil bit :]

The "3 Minute Jealous Thought Stopper." found it from google! it helps---

You'll want to use this when your jealous thoughts are creeping in and running your life--and you feel out of control.

Remember, jealous thoughts are a habit and they can be changed.

Here's how to do the "3 Minute Jealous Thought Stopper"...


1st-- SIT-- Sit in a quiet place. (The bathroom will do).

2. SETTLE-- Close your eyes, take a few deep breaths, bringing your breath into your feet so that you feel grounded and connected to the earth. Feel yourself slowing down and your breathing deepen. (Maybe 30 seconds)

3. AWARENESS-- Come into awareness of your jealous thoughts in this moment. (What exactly are you thinking? You might even want to ask yourself... "I'm thinking that_______)." And then fill in the blank with what you're thinking. No judging!

4. ASK-- Ask yourself if you know your jealous thoughts to be true--absolutely true. What evidence do you have to support these thoughts? Whether you think your thoughts are true or not true, bring your attention to your heart or gut area and
feel the sensations in your body. (What are you feeling in your body? Is there tightness, a big knot, emptiness, heaviness?)

5. ALLOW-- Allow your sensations to be there without judging them and breathe into that area of the body. (If you feel heavy in your heart area, breathe into that heaviness until the sensation softens. If you feel a "knot" in your gut area, breathe into that knot until it starts to loosen.)

6. REPLACE-- Replace the jealous "movie" running in your head to one that is more in alignment with what you want in your life--because the reality is that both outcomes are possible.


Plsss. i dont want to be like this anymore. :( it's pain.

Chill.I know tomorrow will be better!

Instagram

Weeee... Start playing Instagram very long ago, but i din't really use it cause i normally use fb more...
well well well..i tried it today and it's kinda fun heh!
Sharing out pic's that you love. I like thier 'LIKE' & 'Comments' button.
It's CUTeee :p
Let's play instagram Peepssss!
teeheeee...

Quote for today : Tomorrow will be a better day :]
Mwahhh!

Mazda Rx8 Advertisement

Mazda Rx8 Advertisement. This is a car advertisement done by me, the boyf and a bunch of friend's of mine. It's for my college's assignments and we uploaded it to facebook to see who get the most 'LIKE' Mwahahahahaha...

LOOK! It's ME & Dyan in the video. It's not an easy job during the video recoding. We just need a 30seconds Ads but end up using 2hours plus on recording. PHEWwww~~!! Credits to MY LOVE one Edmund Lai for accompanying me all the way to Rawang for the recod session, Mei - Evan Lai for helping me to get a guy actor - Dyan, Thanks as well. And not to forget my buddy, Chow Yi Peng for giving me idea, lend me her brother's Rx8 and also helping me in recording. She is damn expert. Lastly, most thankful to her bf Kenny Loke for helping me in editing the video. Million thanks to the all of you.

Don't get me wrong, this is not a solo work but a GROUP work. But my so call team work became solo work because the others 2 members of my group are bitch enough to ffk me on the shooting day.wtf wtf!!

I'm angry enough when they never even lend me a hand in getting idea,cars actor, actress and now they still dare to ffk me on that day! Guess what? I'm a soft hearted person. I did not kick them out of my team yet they did not do any work out of it. FARK man! Everyone said i'm STUPID enough.

I said:Nvm,nextime i wouldn't be so stupid... and guess what? I just gives a small request on asking them to give some allowance to the actor and my friends for helping me,and they say this to me..... : Is itbecause you think that we never do any work?We now do the report not easy as well. WTF man! Straight away i tell her if she don't wanna pay, I WILL PAY and do the report by myself! Just a report, What so hard?? I can do it well! DAMN it!! I wouldn't be so stupid anymore, I SWEAR! HmmmPHHhhh!!!

Last Day Of BONANZA

Hello PEOPLE! Anyone there doesn't like to eat Sushi?? UMmmm I personally LOVES sushi to the Max and so do my other half. We are actually on a diet plan but spoilt by the SUSHI KING's BONANZA!! HAHA. Why say so? We are just too weak for the temptation man! SO............. When u think of BONANZA. What's coming up on ur mind?? ME?? LONG QUEUE!!!! wait and wait and wait.. summore it's last day of RM2!! But guess what?! Me and the boyf were just too lucky! reaching Midvalley's SUSHI KING around 7.30pm and got shocked with the bloody long queue... My mood drop to the deepest on the spot when i see the queue. No choice. Continue queuing...... And out of a sudden.One of the SUSHI KING's staff shouting - TWO PERSON TWO PERSON... ANYONE????? HAHA..quickly i raised up my hands and go to him... those who lining up infront of the both of us starts to make noise.. No choice because most of them go in a team of 3-6peoples... HAHAHA... What a lucky day... So,it's RM2 for all the sushi on the belt.. Most of the sushi i ate was SALMON! hehe the one I LOVE the most!! total of 21plates of shushi we ate! GENG lorrr... hahahaaha

me, camwhoring after the eating session.HAHA

we ate 21 plates but they left out 2plates HIS LOVES

Say hie to our NOOB look

this is MY LOVE!

Everyone would wish to go BACK TO DECEMBER

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
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家家有本难念的经，是真的!
最近发生了好多的事情，再一夜之间所有的东西旋转了360度。
别说‘她’接受不了，就连我们都无话可说。忙也帮不上!
问问看有哪个人可以接受到一个睡在他身边30几年的人突然失终?
嗨!总之就很难搞!
God bless us pls. *cross my fingers*
I just hope everything to be fine in very soon.
Wish that she can stand up quickly
Cheer.
And we'll back to lastime. I need freedom~!