Feeling curious on how would I be by that time? Having what kind of family, living life and kids?? Am I weird? Nah, I'm just someone different. I want my future to be GOOD, or even PERFECT!
I'm jobless right now. Staying at home everyday like a fool drive me insane.
Think too much when I'm too bored.
And many thoughts came to my mind. I'm someone who has more negative thinking than positive. I cared too much as always because I just want it to be perfect. But things always doesn't go the way I want or expect. I just don't know why. It's true that people are not necessarily obey your rules.
Everyone has their own life, own memories includes your closest PARTNER. So why do I need to bother more? I shall live my own life happily too..
I must live life with no regrets as I had wasted much time in something.
Sooner, I will be stepping into working life. I know it might be tough for me as there won't be anyone for me to rely on. Things by then will have a 360degree of changes. It would be a very tough time for me to adapt. I promise that I will do my best in whatever job I take in future!
And I've learned something today. Treating someone good doesn't mean that they would necessarily accept your good. Stop being a fool AMELY!
I shall wake up and accept what's right in front of me now. Stand up quick whenever I falls again, that should be me!
Thanks to people who makes me grow! In stronger than you thought!
