SAD !

Imma damn dissappointed with what i saw today ... hmm ... i did not tell this to anyone cause i choose to keep it all myself as no one can help me ... what can i do after i see all this with my own eye ? ask ? scold ? IMPOSSIBLE !!! i almost lose my control when i see it ! hmmm ... lead me to somewhere that i can solve this problem pls ! i need help ! i need a good listener ! i need someone who i can really trusted and not those who will backstabb me after i tell them my prob ... why god always choose me to face all this problem ? why ??? to make me stronger ? (nah...u r fooling me!this will never makes me become stronger but weaker!U KNOW?) i don't know when will be the day where i can't stand anymore and i will collapse ... i don't hope this will happen and i wants things to turn better ... pls ... externally i'm a strong girl but nor internally ... i m not strong when i face these kinda of shits problem ! urrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! damn my luck !
pls let these annoying stuff get lost from me ! can you ?????? hmmmm..... i'm sad! i'm down!
How i wish that u could see this and come to me with a WARM hug and say.. nvm everything is over (=

who knows?

FML! FML! FML!