Feelings of me! Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

It's true that, the fact is always UGLY. So what?!

This is definately a bad year for me, you, and us! How many argument in a roll? Count from the begining of the year. None of the couples will live in peace. There are always an arguement here and there. I UNDERSTAND! - One thing to be remind. Do not say harsh words out of anger. Because that's is not truly from your heart! Do not make promises when you are Happy or Sad too. Cause it might be bullshit after that. - But honestly, I did not face all these problems that i mentioned above. But arguements. When there is a things that you cannot accpet but the other half thinks that it's not a big deal. there the fight starts. And forgiveness and fight and forgive and fight again. This is why PROBLEMS are forever cannot be solve. I did a very wrong things yesterday that even myself also don't blif and regret of what i did!! I called mum and talk to her with rude tone, crying and put all the blame on her! *SLAP* me pls. i deserve it T.T I'm sorry MUM! You did not scold me yet you trying to pamper and help me out. Sorry for making you worry. I'm very sorry. I LOVE YOU, MUM!! Mum ask me not to be so stubborn anymore. She knows me well and know my attitude of handling my stuff. She never worry bout me before this untill the call that i gave her YESTERDAY. She got shocked! And says that i'm just too 固执 in whatever things. No one can help me if i don't help myself. Sigh. I'd know what's the problem and i'm doing my part well now. It might not be good for being too smart. So why don't I try it in another way?! = = = p/s: my bf is good.and he loves me very much!he never do things that harmful to me yet he adore me the most! that's y i chooses him.Cause I care and Love him too.

Hatyai Trip

HATYAI 4D3N wonderful trip! Been planning for this trip since last year.. - It's not hard to plan for a trip, but it's hard to fix a time and date that suits me and the Boyfriend cause new sem has started and the bf just started real estate job. So it's abit hard to take leave. Well, anyhow. The plans run darn smooth as i thought. (smart enough?hehehe ;p) - We went by SRI MAJU Express bus which provide us airplane sits. Leave Bukit Jalil at 10pm on 18th March and reached Hatyai at 7am on 19th March.. It's still consider school holiday and yet its weekends. You can imagine how pack when we were lining up at the CUSTOM. =.='' - I thought i will have the chance to see ah gua everywhere cause my silly boy keep warn me not to be so sakai when i see them.if not i'll get whack..haha. He knows me well~! Maybe if u wanna see ah gua everywhr, u will have to go Bkk or Phuket.

The COCA COLA big bottle at Hatyai's roadside.

this is Floating market. where the siamis do their business on sampan. so special Look at the huge t-shirt for huge people~ 10x XL.phew me n' darl's mummy. spot the love on our shirt ;p hello.Thai Donald. Sawadikapp their 7-11 looks different the mum n her boy~ they serve drinks with plastic cup. us on tuk tuk i always love coke in glass bottle checked in Lee Garden Hotel little sampan looks nice but taste bad :( him with his samurai knife?? ambassador of RED BULL. Booooo! Pork leg rice. yummy~~! I love him.i treassure him! worms...yucks! our love! mango sticky rice~!! nice one!

back on the21st of March

that's all for this post.i ain't feeling well and not in a good mood :(

someone safe me plssss?? :(

My Precious Diary Book

Look at the diary book of mine. Those Cartoons was my favourite one!
Donald Duck.Mickey.Goofy.
Found this at home yesterday. I used to hide it somewhere where no one can find it.
Cause i wrote many of my own 'secrets' in there... sweet one,bitter one. You name it,I have it~
=) I don't know since when i started to have this habbit.but sooner and later, i start blogging and there THE END of my diary's story. Poor one :(

Anyone of you have the same habbit as i do? Note down things where you think it is important for you and worth you for writting it down so that when you look back someday, you'll smile or feels down reading on it?

A small little book can make my day :)

Look at the page that i wrote in those days~ It looks funny when i actually go through it. How innocent am i when i'm in those age! hahaha...
A plain BLANK note book are now full of WORDs and story of mine. :)

Look at those paper that i attach there! I tare it out from another of my diary and combine with the new one.LOL... funny thing~!
Diary is a good place for us to express our feelings.
When you are down and you have no one to talk to.WRITE it out! I bet you will be better after writting it out. :) trust me!
look at my Fugly signature! omg... and it's on 2005..
How many years ago?! awww...
What a good memories~
and sorry for showing up my ugly drawing.
I know it's ugly..ahaha.i'm bad in drawing.serious!!



p/s: I LOVE MY DIARY BOOK! :)

Baby Aaron (my little brother ♥)

My Bb, me, granda, uncle & little Aaron (love him love him!!) little Aaron playing with my camera cover. his mummy always says he stands like a Toad... Ong Ong Ong :)

One family :)

His daddy ispalying with him..

Grandma is happy and proud to have such a cute grandson..aww

he loves his feet..

baby are always that flexible.their feet can easily reach to their mouth.

loves this much!

Ummmmm...he's very adorable!

Love his dimples ler!

Muacks!

Here's some photos of my baby cousin.

My very very first younger boy cousin.

Loves playing with him.

Everyone adore him!

He have total of 17cousins.

How blessed!! awww :))

Miss you much BABY AARON!