It's true that, the fact is always UGLY. So what?!

This is definately a bad year for me, you, and us! How many argument in a roll? Count from the begining of the year. None of the couples will live in peace. There are always an arguement here and there. I UNDERSTAND! - One thing to be remind. Do not say harsh words out of anger. Because that's is not truly from your heart! Do not make promises when you are Happy or Sad too. Cause it might be bullshit after that. - But honestly, I did not face all these problems that i mentioned above. But arguements. When there is a things that you cannot accpet but the other half thinks that it's not a big deal. there the fight starts. And forgiveness and fight and forgive and fight again. This is why PROBLEMS are forever cannot be solve. I did a very wrong things yesterday that even myself also don't blif and regret of what i did!! I called mum and talk to her with rude tone, crying and put all the blame on her! *SLAP* me pls. i deserve it T.T I'm sorry MUM! You did not scold me yet you trying to pamper and help me out. Sorry for making you worry. I'm very sorry. I LOVE YOU, MUM!! Mum ask me not to be so stubborn anymore. She knows me well and know my attitude of handling my stuff. She never worry bout me before this untill the call that i gave her YESTERDAY. She got shocked! And says that i'm just too 固执 in whatever things. No one can help me if i don't help myself. Sigh. I'd know what's the problem and i'm doing my part well now. It might not be good for being too smart. So why don't I try it in another way?! = = = p/s: my bf is good.and he loves me very much!he never do things that harmful to me yet he adore me the most! that's y i chooses him.Cause I care and Love him too.